It’s amazing how things have a way of working themselves  out.  We had the chat with dad today about business.  It went unexpectedly well.  I don’t want to get overly confident, and I dont’ want to be a pessimistic either, but he took things well and I think things may go smoother at least for a while.  I know mom’s death has been hard on him.  I know life has been awkward and different and not what he thought it would be at this point.  He doesn’t know where to turn.  I have to be sensitive to that.  And I’m trying.  But, I need to be his daughter at the same time and I don’t feel like he is sensitive to the fact that I lost my mom and need my dad around…not a boss.  There’s so much hurt, so much unsaid stuff that may never get said.  It just sits there in the pit of my gut.  And I don’t know what to do with it all.  But today I felt like we found some common ground.  We found an even walkway that we can go down together at least for a bit.  That’s the good news!

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