I am in migraine hell today. That, then, puts me in guilt hell cuz I can’t be at the office working. And boy has business taken off. Which is a great thing. But when I can’t be there it is so hectic for hubby and I feel badly. He is really good about it all, doesn’t pressure me to be there when I can’t, and understands I am totally an abnormal being. But, that doesn’t change the fact that I am not there!
I have discovered that lupus adds a lot of guilt to my life. My kids will behome from school soon and the guilt will be compounded cuz they will want some attention to hear about their day, and right now, as I am writing, my eye sight is blurry, I am nausaus and I want to sleep. I’m sure other’s of you out there can relate.
So here’s the question of the day….how do you get over guilt even when it isn’t guilt that you really should be feeling?
If I could figure that one out…man I would be in fat city!